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Don't Let Them Eat You Alive

Writer's picture: Steph Funny SometimesSteph Funny Sometimes

I wonder sometimes if I will ever be fully satisfied with my life but I also know you make your own perspective. Your perspective is constructed by all the bits and pieces of your life that have made you stronger, made you want to just crawl into a hole, and made you want to just leave it all behind. The moments where you feel your lowest challenge you the most and teach you the most about yourself.


Honestly, so much of me wants to walk around and show how capable, impenetrable and strong I am. I want to show how much of a bad ass I am and how I don’t give two fucks about what anyone thinks of me (though if i find you stupid or basic, I really won’t give two fucks). It is those times when the people you show your heart start acting in a way that’s different from what you expect from them that cause me to stay awake at night. The worst situation is when you know they are dealing with something but since you have no context, you can't do anything for them. It hurts me the most when I feel powerless.


The mentality to always show everyone you are "fine" at all times has impacted many valuable interactions in my life. People need to understand that emotions are not toxic. Having them means that something is important to you. No one is always truly “fine.” Getting stuck in your own head and acting like nothing is wrong will only make life harder. Let the people who care about you in. And if you feel like you don’t have anyone, then find yourself an outlet (why do you think I write so much?)


Anyway, I guess this is my rant for today.


<3 Steph

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